The past still lingering in my mind.

ya..its really hard 2 erase all the memories...
living in memories make me feel like u r just an illusion.
Are u ever existed in my life before?
yes..u were...but when i think about u..something come 2 my mind.
Is he really exist in my life???
Its just hard 2 believe. Maybe i'm still in denial stage..
denying what happen is just a waste of time in my life.
It bring nothing to me. But sometimes, I feel better when my mind thinking about it.


I always stay in the denial stage. But i know I shouldn't and I can't deny forever.
waiting for the time when I can go into the acceptance stage. 
In this stage, I will say "I'm ready for whatever comes."


For now..nothing much to say. Really...